Emotions

Emotions

You have that wall up,
You are trying to tear down!
Each layer is hard,
Sometimes it keeps you bound!

Your life is changing!
You are beginning to feel!
You must keep going!
You must continue to heal!

The emotions are very strong!
They can sometimes overwhelm!
You just need to sort them,
And slowly let each be found!

Copyright 2012

It's a "GLAD" Day!

      I am trying to stick with a new motto in life! I am waking up each day saying this is going to be a "Glad" day! There is always something in each day to be "Glad" about! Even the little things in life can make you "Glad"! I know that with God by my side it will be possible to always find the "Glad" in each day! I must trust and cling to Him and Him alone! He wants us to be "Glad" always! He loves us very much!

      But even with that said I know there will be some days that will be harder than others! Having Jesus as my Savior should be enough to remain "Glad", but that is not always the case! Sometimes things in life happen! The things we have no control over! Then there are things that control us and it changes our outlook! These things can make us sad, mad or upset! Yet even with these things happening in life we can always turn it around with God as our strength! We must always cling to God and He will keep us "Glad"!

      Psalm 118:24  This is the day which the Lord hath made; we will rejoice and be "Glad" in it!

Feeling Unwanted!

      I struggle with "life" almost daily! But one thing is for sure my life would be unbearable if I did not have Jesus as my Savior! I must constantly remind myself that He will never leave me nor forsake me! I have those moments of feeling so unwanted! I know this is a lie, but sometimes I just don't fight if off in Jesus' name like I should! I let it control my thoughts until I feel out of control! I do know that what you let control your thoughts can consume your life! If we all keep our eyes and thoughts on Jesus, He will consume our life!

      Even with all this I know that not all will want me in their life! But I know for certain that Jesus will always want me! He Loves me forever and always! And I know He wants you too! He Loves all of us! He is waiting for you to come to Him so He can be your Savior for your own life! He loves us so much that He died for all of our sins!

      John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life!

Far From Perfect!

     If one can have "human" moments that would be me. You know those moments where you do, say, watch or think something that you really shouldn't. Yes, those moments! But I am human and as much as I do not want to, I will have "human" moments for as long as I am on this earth!

     One thing is for certain though that no matter how "human" I can be God always forgives me and loves me so very much! He will love me while others will not! He will stay beside me while others walk away! I am thankful that I have someone that will love me that much that He would never leave nor forsake me! I may not be perfect, but I am a sinner saved by Perfect Grace! His Love for you and me is just amazing, more than we can even imagine.

      I must let Jesus be what consumes my thoughts, so that He can remain control of my life. He is my Savior. I must keep Jesus first so that my "human" moments will become less and less in my life! I must pray and read the Bible more! I know I need to be more Christ-like and less "human"!

      James 1:19-20 says, "My dear brothers and sisters, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, because human anger does not produce the righteousness that God desires". 

Finding Happiness!

"True Happiness"

Can anyone hear her cry?
Does anyone see her pain?
Her life is all torn,
Her life gives her shame.

Those around her cannot see,
Because she hides behind her fake smile.
She pushes herself too hard.
She keeps thinking I must go just one more mile.

She then finds intervention,
Just as she is falling apart.
She finds Jesus as her Savior.
She asks Him to come into her heart.

Her life is now changed,
Her smile does not hide tears.
She is happy with Jesus,
With Him she has no fears.

She is shining so brightly.
She works hard to be a witness.
She prays for others daily,
So they too can find Jesus.


Copyright 2009


Life may not always be perfect, but with Jesus it makes life easier!!

Sometimes it is just hard!!

     Everyone has bad days, even me! When I have these days I try very hard to just cling to Jesus! He is all I have that can comfort me during these kinds of days! I call them my "Bring your makeup to work because you are filling up the bottle with tears that Jesus catches day"! It is the type of day where you just want Jesus to hold you and dry your tears! Where you also want to be with some of your best friends that know you the most!

     Psalm 34:18 says, "The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of a contrite spirit!" Because "weeping may endure for a night, but Joy comes in the morning!"

     It is the kind of day that you really are not sure why you are crying or why you feel like you do! But Jesus is there the whole time and you just need to listen closely! This is when Jesus is carrying you through the day because you are at your weakest! "I am weak, but He is strong!"

WHY??

   WHY!?


I like it here with you,
Inside this place.
I can hear your laughter,
Though yet, I cannot see your face.

I am glad God chose me,
To be with you.
I hope that you will love me,
Because I already know that, I love you.

I do not understand it,
What is this pain I feel?
It really hurts me mommy.
Can this pain be real?

I wanted to grow up with you,
And be your new found friend.
But that will not happen now,
Because you made my life end.


Copyright 2009